The fire

I'm not sure the chapter or anything my preacher was talking about but i believe it came from revelations. As i am struggling with my walk with Christ right now it seems like i don't pay attention to my preachers. I payed attention today and ii felt like he was speaking to me. As i go to cowboy church with my dad he has a weird way of saying things. He was talking about a friend who called him and was talking about how he was trying to follow god but it always seemed like he was looking from the other side of the fence. I feel like that is were i am at. He was also talking about the fire that the 3 guys were walking into or really thrown into. The guys walked out of the fire unharmed. That was in the bible. Then he said something and it really made me think. He said "would you rather spend an hour in fire or a eternity." really that is so true when i die even if it is a slow death i rather spend that time and go to heaven than a quick bullet and an eternity in hell. He also said when the time comes your standing with a friend and God comes to take u home and he starts separating you god looks at u and says "why didn't u try to convert him", and you said cause i was scared we wouldn't be friends" sooner or later your friend would forgive you and probably thank u but if u don't say anything to your friend than he will be separated and u wont be friends for eternity. That's all i have to say but just think live in the fire or travel through the fire.

Cowgirls dont cry

Her daddy gave her, her first ponyThen taught her to rideShe climbed high in that saddleFell I don't know how many timesTaught her a lesson that she learnedMaybe a little too wellCowgirls don't cryRide, baby, ridelessons in life are going to show you in timesoon enough your gonna know whyit's gonna hurt every now and thenif you fall get back on againCowgirls don't cryShe grew upShe got marriedNever was quite rightShe wanted a house, a home and babiesHe started coming home late at nightShe didn't let him see it break her heartShe didn't let him see her fall apart'cause Cowgirls don't cryRide, baby, ridelessons in life are goinna' show you in timesoon enough your gonna know whyit's gonna hurt every now and thenif you fall get back on againCowgirls don't cryPhone rang early one morningHer momma's voice, she'd been cryingSaid it's your daddy, you need to come homeThis is it, I think he's dyingShe laid the phone down by his headThe last words that he saidCowgirl don't cryRide, baby, rideLessons in life show us all in timeToo soon God lets you know whyIf you fall get right back onGood Lord calls everybody homeCowgirl don't cry

-Brookes & Dunn, Reba


I just heard this song and i remmber my first pony that my daddy got me. I started crying. I have yet to get marry and my dad has not died but i can picture him saying that. i hope that he will live to give my little girl her first pony even though i dont ride anymore. He hasnt said that since I was little but I am sure he will sooner or later

In my past

In the past I have lived a compliated but great life. My parents divorced. I moved to different towns about 3 times. I started a new school that I loved and had to move back to my old house. It is not as complicated as I think, but for me it was. I LOVE GOD!!!! Im not sure what to say. Life is going great and every now and then I will Have bible verses to give out later. My favorite saying is " the farthest distance between your problem and the answer is the distance between your knees and the floor".